Oh the pain!

Once again Mother Nature has decided to remind me why I am having a hysterectomy. I am one of the many lucky women who have been blessed with Endometriosis. I have been in for a few Laparoscopic surgeries to have it removed but it keeps coming back sooner and worse then the last time. I am now 41 with 3 children and even though I would LOVE more I know it is better to stop now so I am opting for a hysterectomy instead of numerous Laps before I hit menopause, so Jan 15 I will be having the Davinci surgery to remove my cervix, uterus, left ovary and the right ovary if it has a lot of Endo on it or still has a cyst on it.

I'm not going to lie, I still have days where I am not sure I want to go through with this and I am nowhere near ready for menopause but I can't take the pain.....no I am not a wimp....it took me a year before having my first Lap and that was b/c I was tired of the pain....now the pain just gets worse every cycle and if I don't pop pills at the start then I can't control it and I HATE taking meds. I know I am going to be a bitch and hope to use this blog to get the bitch out of me instead of Chris(husband) or the kids. Chris and Dakota(son) have already told me they have plans to lock me in a room and throw food in to me if I get bad.....sure hope I get to have my laptop with me....yes they were kidding....I hope anyway.